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    November 20

    新一则

     
    最近忙到有想要再去转世投胎的倾向...
    前两天,放假了一个周末,晚上和irene聊天
    发现,再过4个多月,我就要19了。。。=.=
    一瞬间,觉得时间过得真是太快了
    空窗已经快两年多了,和irene提到exbf的时候,才意识到那似乎是很久很久以前的事情了
    不想自己的17,18岁就这么过去了
    不想以后想到我的这一段珍贵的时间,就只有学习,弹琴,和成绩
    不想结束学业之后马上就进入现实的恋爱生活
    其实一直都很想好好去爱一个男生
    想要和一个男生开开心心的在一起
    彼此在一起的原因,就只有喜欢对方而已
    不需要那些世俗,肤浅的外部条件
    每天只要看到他对我的微笑就已经足够了
    这样,单纯的恋爱,真的好想拥有一次
    单纯的不在乎年纪
    单纯的不在乎长相
    单纯的不在乎身份
    单纯的只因为爱他
     
    但是,在现在这样的学校里,大家看到的我只是片面的
    或许太多人都把我想得过于好
    而我
    只不过是个普通的18岁女生
    而我真正想要的,不是别人以为的那些
    只是一场简单,没有欺骗的恋爱
     
    曾经也和妈妈聊到这个话题
    妈妈知道学习对于现在的我来说有多重要,有多必要
    但是,也不忍心让我的花季除了学习之外一片空白
     
    或许,对于已经站在现在这个位子上的我来说
    恋爱
    是太过可遇而不可求的东西吧
    缘分
    真是,玄妙。
     
     

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    sadhuwrote:
     
    彼此在一起的原因,就只有喜欢对方而已
     
    這就是愛請
    May 23
    小岩 李wrote:
    乐啊....每次看你伤感都觉得特让人心疼....要让爱你的人看到你灿烂的笑...
    Feb. 8
    外外 马wrote:
    可遇而不可求。最好的总在最后出现。。
    亲爱的乐儿啊~~想你了。。
     
    Dec. 18
    Leewrote:
    The quote from the holiday worths remmembering.
    Nov. 22
    Leewrote:
    "I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms. I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms. "
                                                                                                                                                  -----Iris, the Holiday.
     
    Nov. 22
    mo lowrote:
    每个年龄得到的爱情是不一样的  
     
    恋爱 也许会耽误学习  但也不能因噎废食啊
    爱情可以教会你很多东西   这些东西的价值远远高于书本上的知识
     
    Nov. 20

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